A birth and divinatory doubts
Late last month I went into the hospital for a scheduled caesarean section and left a week later with my beautiful baby boy. So much of it still seems unreal to me. I had also been in a funk over being super-conscious of divination. Over the last several months I ran several divination methods that described the same types of events. When these did not manifest as I anticipated I began to think there was something wrong with my interpretations as a whole. And then earlier tonight, as a friend was telling me about his concerns about his father’s health I was reminded of what I saw about that subject several months ago. It was back then that I had felt an urgency for him to want to be close to his family in ways he had not done before. He didn’t feel that urgency at the time and so I chalked it up to misinterpretatation. Tonight I realized he was finally catching up to what I had seen six months prior. This filled me with both joy and sorrow. On the one hand, I was happy to know that my doubt was unfounded and that I, in fact, still got it! On the other hand it made me cautious because this may signal that while the divinations were correct, it was the timing that was off. This in turn drew forth concerns that there are more changes to come that are going to hurt alot of people, myself included. Either way it seems as a thing to be embraced as its time comes. So back to the waiting game.
