Looking at different burial and ancestor-honoring traditions around the time of Samhain, its remarkable to me that as I finished carving the pumpkin, and lit the candle inside of it and put it outside just in time for the neighborhood children to arrive, I am perplexed about how many adults really know the history behind the modern Halloween. Do they recognize the spiritual and historical significance of carving symbols in gourds and dressing their children up as entities that would be perceived in a fearful or strange light during any other time of the year? Or is it just a night to fill the bags with candy – and a reason for cardshops and grocerystores to profit from candy sales?
Ever since my youth, I always felt that there was something special about that night. There was a chill in the air that to this day is unmistakable. Even in South Florida, there was a significant change in the weather. Long before studying Paganism, Halloween was my favourite time of the year, not Christmas like it was with other kids. I never really knew the reason for carving gourds. It was just something that my mother always did – and I don’t know if she really knew why either. But I imagine it had something to do with casting symbols or glyphs in earthly objects as a means of preventing unwanted spirits from entering the household. It may have worked this year, but not without a certain awareness, digging at me, that someone was standing in front of the pumpkin outside the kitchen window at 1am. Nothing an ankh couldn’t fix.
This year beheld an added twist. My regular ancestor shrine was blocked by a barage of stacked boxes, so I set up a second one, in the open space of the dining room, and this time, my other half brought images of his family to it as well. It afforded us an opportunity to converse and share our individual thoughts with one another about our own personal views of death and memories of our loved ones. The subject of death is not one that he has been known to openly discuss – not the way that I do. Maybe in some way he feels that loved ones who die are gone forever. I on the other hand consider the dead so much a part of my family that they have even played roles in my dreams; and I never thought it strange for my dreams to address issues surrounding relatives who are both living and dead. It was nice to be able to sit down in front of the shrine from time to time, in a space not so cluttered with boxes and papers (as our house usually is), and share a moment with people who have both long passed and recently passed.
Many people know the story of the veil already. A celtic belief that on Samhain, the translucent wall between our world and the other-worlds fades, which permits travel on both sides. In this way family members and ancestors were believed to visit and reunite with the living for the night, or for a couple of days – it varies from person to person. They might be honored with the presence of a dumb supper, liquid libations and offerings of foodstuffs ranging from meat, to fruits, vegetables, sometimes even breads or cakes. It would be set at the table for the ancestors, as though they themselves had a place at our table with us when we eat.
I left a candle in the window, continuing the tradition of leaving a light on to help familial spirits find their way home, after crossing the veil. In my house, lights are always on, whether they are candles or electric. The signal is always on, and the door is always open to family spirits.
Though a signal of the coming winter, and a signal of death, darkness and the cold chill that whips through our bones, with it the hope for a better year. Gods know, last year for our family could have been much better. It was a good time of the year. The chill moved in, and the leaves fell. There was even some time to honor a couple of deities in the process- by November 2nd. And on that night, the moon was high and full.
